My memories

I have flashbacks of having been robbed, pressured at work, feeling lost and desperate, being frightened by the more than once late evening thunder and lightning in a house alone scenario, bicycle and car accidents I was involved in, forgetting all phone numbers and addresses of friends/ contacts once before, being cheated and abandoned, having no one to reach to for help, not even knowing how to get help - of course, all these helplessness was once there in my life a long time ago; not now.